我疯狂，所以我疯狂。。

我今天一早9点就睡醒了。。
只睡了四小时。
然后无所事事。。和Mr T,Ms M在msn废话一堆。。
然后12点多出门。。
今天约好了Ms D 和Ms J..
去之前，和Ms D到银行搞定一切东西。。花了差不多一个小时。。
害到Ms J等到肚子饿了。。
结果，快点往目的地出发。。
然后带她到我和Ms D发现的一个餐厅，食物还不错吃。。
Mr B请了我们吃甜点。。谢咯。。
说真的你真的很害羞厚。。
吃了蛮久，然后逛逛消化。。
结果，我下手买了一双金色高跟鞋和黑色top，哈哈。很美。这个星期四派上用场。。
Ms D也在W买了一些东西。。
Ms J买了一双鞋和小外套等衣服。。
三人收获蛮多。。
8点左右，三人很冲动突然去唱K..
毕竟昨天，也是和Mr T突然的邀约一起唱过K了。
结果，Mr B放工后来join我们，然后带了一位朋友Mr P.
两位在介绍后就一起K歌了。。
好在气氛没有很尴尬冷场。。哈哈
然后两位先生有事请提早走了。。
留下我们三人唱到3点才肯回家。。
呵呵。。结果今天我和Ms D觉得我俩根本就是做坏事二人组。。
什么坏事？
秘密。。哈哈。。
现在好累。五点了。我应该睡了。
12点多要去college弄点东西，然后上课 T_T

谢谢

谢谢Mr.T。。多谢你的耳朵，多谢你为我打气。。
谢谢Ms.D。。多谢你的一整天陪伴。。我的好姐妹。。
多谢你们俩人。。今天陪了我。。
我知道你们俩清楚我。。只是有点无助。。
谢谢Mr.S。。你说的话很甜，可是请找你对的人说。。姐姐我不受着一套。。
谢谢Mr.B。。别再装酷了。。高兴今天认识你。。我只是有点懒回你信息。。
谢谢Mr.J。。你很帅，果然是一名模特儿。。至少让我觉得今天眼睛有收获。。
谢谢Mr.E。。至少我现在知道要如何了。。我只能默默为你加油。。

今天只是有点乱。。可是现在至少好多了。。
期待明天和Ms J 和Ms D的约会。。
还有，Mr.B,不要被我们明天突然出现而吓倒。。不要害羞哈哈

tired...

was tired the whole day..
*sigh*
went out with my dear cousins..
and we went to optical shop..
LOL cause she tak tahan seeing my eyes with turquoise lens..
then finally ended up bought a box of yellow blue lens..
while my sister also bought green lens for half year..
now i'm still not sleeping...its 2.25am now..
i slept at 9something and woke up at 11 just now..
was freaking tired..hardly to get up but i still have to...
*sigh*
tomorrow got to go to bank i think...
sienz arrrrr...
feel like very lazy to do all the things now...
arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
now what i need is more sleep...*yawn*
tomorrow gonna wake up at 8am..
Good night~oyasumi~

yum cha LOL

i just back..
went out to yum cha with my dear friends..
Mr yung,y.yang,b.yao,e.hin,ah su and Ms ling and june..
talked non stop in old town..*sigh*
no cure the better place to sit down and chat..
then 12am,next round..in railway station there...
Mr yung was hungry so he ate supper there and others drank something,,
i drank mineral water in old town as i dont want extra calories intake...LOL
btw met Mr b.yao..he was studying in UCSI abt nutrition..
as a girl i asked him about calories LOL
omg he told me some foods that are high calories..
another friend Mr e.hin said "aiya just drink water..0 calories,drink till you vomit LOL" as i asked got what food which is low fat,low calories,and full..
and was gossiping with them...
talked about the days we were in hwa lian..
and a lot a lot...
haha...was fun gathering..
besides that,i wore my turquoise lens just now..omg love it..
as i love turquoise so much and now i'm going to wear it..my eyes with turquoise colour LOL
muahahaha~happy~

meaningless day

again..meaningless day..
doing nothing..*sigh*
and i hate my face now..
wtf..a lot of pimples..
damn scary..not dare to go out..
now i already tried to sleep earlier..
hope it quickly recover...plsssssssss...
i cant tahan la everytime look at the mirror..
aiks...pimples pls pls pls go away...
and my fats..pls pls pls go away...
*sigh*
i know is the chocolates made me like this...
regret also no use...
my mum said last week i ate chocolates,just like the chocolates were my enemies LOL
*sigh*
bless me...hope pimples all gone..and fats all gone...
PLS

what a good day again...

well..i am in good mood today..haha
last few days too...no sadness,no emo,no moody..muahaha~
LOL i spent my two days so damn healthy..
slept before 12am..ate healthy...exercised in the afternoon...
wahaha..but the one and only one task i didn't make it is I CAN'T STUDY AT ALL...
wtf...i cant study..
staring at the notes...omg...everything can't go into my brain..
and what i just finish study,after few minutes..omg all gone..
what the....feel like scolding rude words...
LOL can't be so rude..
arghhh...i damn hate study lar...although i know it is for my own good..
i have to study hard..if not..what for choosing this path...
i can work after diploma..just work...nothing else..
but i already choose this for my further study..
so..cant regret...just make it..LOL
yea hope everything's gonna be alright..
study study study..beside having fun..
btw today talked to my friends..
LOL congrats to my Dearie M. for her good news..
and Ms L,keep it on,dont think so much first..
and Mr T,aiya..u arr..love a gal until like so desperate 1..haha anyway congratz for loving a gal that much..dont be so sad la..got my ears here haha~
what a good day muahahahaha~

soRRy

was addicted to this song
"Sorry by Buckcherry"
LOL
those who know me,i mean my close friends..
they know when i was addicted to a song,or like it so much,
will keep repeating that song..for many times..even a whole day..haha
so this song is my favourite today LOL
such a nice song LOL i like it..

Lyrics:

Oh I had a lot to say
Was thinking on my time away
I missed you and things weren't the same
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry 'bout all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all of your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

This time I think I'm to blame
It's harder to get through the days
We get older and blame turns to shame
'Cause everything inside it never comes out right
And when I see you cry it makes me wanna die.

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry 'bout all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

Every single day I think about how we came all this way
The sleepless nights and the tears you cried
It's never too late to make it right
Oh yeah
Sorry!

I'm sorry I'm bad, I'm sorry you're blue
I'm sorry 'bout all the things I said to you
And I know I can't take it back
I love how you kiss, I love all your sounds
And baby the way you make my world go 'round
And I just wanted to say I'm sorry.

I'm sorry baby.
I'm sorry baby.
Yeah, I'm sorry.

$$

what the..
i was informed by my dear classmate that..
we need to purchase next semester text books and exam kits..
well..they didnt force us to buy all..
but next sem we gonna sit for external paper...
what if we need them as notes are not enough for us??
so..total...545 bucks....
omg..wtf damn expensive..
due date is next wed..
shit..
i have to buy bankdraft for exemption fees..60 pounds..around 300 something..
due date...next wed again..
wtf..i guess my money will all gone in one day..
sad lor..everything also need money..
money rules the world??
aiks....
btw i feel my back is pain..lol
guess i'm old d...
as i sat on the floor using my lappie for two days..
sakit bahu somemore...
lol finally i understand why tracy them all told me when they turn 21 its all different..
shit....i'm old...
plus i realised that..i cant hardly remember something already..
gosh...is that the sign that im getting older?
LOL..

today is a brand NEW day

well a lot of ppl were asking me in msn
"hey gal,why your pm so sad?"
"why so many 破碎?"
"what happened to u?"
....
my dear friends,i'm happy that u guys concerned about me..
i love u guys..
actually i wrote this in my pm:
[破碎的昨天，破碎的誓言，破碎的心。。再见。。]
well..it is about myself..
goodbye to everything in the past...
goodbye to every promise i broke...
goodbye to my sadness and my little broken heart...
i was thinking a lot for this few days..
about my life..about something...
hmmm..it was like self-review..
realised that i should change myself..
gotta be stronger in many parts of myself..
it is like my self-management should be better...
LOL
well today i'm happy i did what i promised myself to do today..
first,sleep well..yea i did..slept for 10hours plus..
second,eat well...ooppss..should be eat less haha..yea i did..drank milk and ate dinner and fruits...
third,exercise well...oh yea i did yoga...happy when i was sweating haha...
so today actually is a nice day for me..
many things already settled in my heart..
and talked to many friends...
thanks for my dear san san sending me a pic of her n mine~
san,love u muacks~i love it so much..miss u~friendship forever!!!
and i'm happy knowing that i will be able to see my ji mui...Ms.Daphy..i damn miss her la..muahaha...
and Ms. Michelle and Ms.Ling..
oh yea~happy~
SO,
in conclusion,i'm happy today..its a nice day for me..LOL



san & yee...friendship forever~

新的一天

昨天去kl college拿resit bill..LOL
久违了college哈哈
想到下个星期要上课就很伤心。。
好好的一个长假。。竟然要上课。。sien loh~
然后去cheras leisure mall吃午餐。。sushi king..
好久没吃sushi king了~
然后逛了一下。。没买什么东西，可能是心情不是很好，头有点痛。。睡太少了。。
然后回到家，晚餐吃肉骨茶。。超级久没吃了。。
本来想说不吃，可是想到第二天要开始控制饮食了，然后加上我回到来超久没吃肉骨茶了，所以最后决定去了。。
晚上，发现皮肤最近很烂，所以决定11点睡了。。
结果睡到今天早上10点，本来说好要早一点起来做瑜伽。。
结果起来胃有点不舒服，喝了一杯牛奶。。
早上瑜伽泡汤了。。等下下午2点要做。。
我今天开始，要每天控制饮食，
早上喝一杯牛奶，然后下午运动/瑜伽。，晚餐吃正餐，可是吃少一点。。
然后尽量早睡，为了皮肤着想。。然后要开始读书了。。
加油我一定能坚持下去。。




在车上，和妈咪和妹妹一起拍照。。

冷静

一个星期的伤心，经过冷静后，心情开始沉淀下来了。
好啦。我承认我情绪化，想太多。。
没办法嘛。。女人的情绪，就好像天气一样，变幻莫测。哈哈
冷静下来，回头看看自己。。
根本就是吃饱没事做，找东西来烦而已。。
结果呢。。。今天我发现。。我胖了！！！
天哪。。怪自己暴饮暴食。。。巧克力是致肥祸首。。
伤心下咯。。
每当发现自己长胖了。。不知道为什么，自己的自信心，会掉呀掉的。。
然后就会很自闭，不想见人。。
幸好我还有每天练瑜伽，不然后果更加不堪入目。。
明天要回去college弄一些东西，然后去shopping..
开心。。
所以明天不能减肥了。。
星期二要开始加重运动量，然后食物方面要减少了。。
我不想让自己发胖阿。。虽然现在还是很胖。。
我老妈还问我说，怎么最近那么介意身材？
我说：尝试过了瘦下来美好的滋味，谁还想回到胖的时刻呢？
我承认，瘦下来，自己真的很快乐。。。
衣服随便穿一穿就可以出门了。
不像以前那样，试了一件又一件，照了又照。。
这件不行，那件又不行。。。
穿了出门，根本不敢看有镜子的地方，自信心超低的。。
除此之外，今年桃花运超重。。
我想应该是瘦下来的成果吧。。
以前的我，没自信心，又胖，哪有人会看上我？
瘦下来后，然后社交圈子又广了,自然而然就桃花找上门。。
然后跟我比较熟的人都知道，最近我逛街都喜欢买衣。。
说真的，真的很开心咯。。
以前肥时，逛街根本看到美丽的衣服也不敢试穿。
害怕自己穿上身后会让自己更伤心。。
所以说，我要瘦下来。。
虽然现在还很胖。
可是我要在今年21岁生日之前，达到50kg..
希望可以成功。。
加油！！！我一定行的！！！
我要我的21岁美丽快乐！！

女人的心

女人的心，剖开，根本就是一个字，复杂。。
最近的我，心情反复无常。。
知道了解我的人都知道，当我心情不好时，会暴饮暴食。
这个星期，吃了好多巧克力，喝了啤酒，吃了一大堆零食，
平常晚餐吃很少饭的我，这个星期吃了很多。
珊问我，你怎么啦？像伤心的女生一样。。
真的。。我很伤心。。
我搞不懂我到底怎么啦。。

1st

already thinking for thousands times whether to start a new blog or not..*sigh*
i wanted to express what i feel and everything in my life...but i'm lazy
LAZY
LOL
however,today suddenly feel that i should start blogging right now
so..this is my first post =p