Festive Season!

December again..i just finish my ACCA exams and back to work again!sighhh hate working..and it is audit peak again..i can foresee my January 2012 will be quite tiring..however i think i kinda enjoy my life recently..Xmas is coming soon..kinda excited to meet my friends and celebrate another Xmas with my Boy..oh yea im going to get a mixer and start baking cookies and cakes..weeeee~

December & January
- Xmas
- New Year
- Chinese New Year
- Bonus
- Ang Pow

I LOVE DECEMBER!

忍！

最近，家人和男友成了我的诉苦对象。。

其实情况也没那么糟。。

只是现实，是那么残忍的。。

学会了。。

百忍成金

君子报仇，十年未晚

有时，真的很讨厌那些分明就很怕失去你，可是就一幅吊高来卖的样子。。

真令人反感。。

这次让我知道，也让我觉悟什么是现实。。

也让我做了个决定。。

至于是什么，只能在明年才能真正下决定。。

想大声说：


有种就敢敢照你说的做，现在是你需要本小姐多一点，你会后悔的！！！

F-R-I-D-A-Y

mood : extremely good

reason:

1) friday!! its weekend again!

2) no more work!! finally..not much work now..

3) time for dating!! yea i wanna go for movie!!

4) the bf missed me!! yea he told me *shy* i miss him too~

5) almost recover!! bye bye fever!!

6) well im just happy!!

wakakakakaka =D

break me down..

finally..

i realize..

i will break down because of you..

after a fight, i was enlightened..

i could break down because of you..

i am so afraid for losing you..

and..

my heart couldn't be calmed whenever thinking back about this again..

i scare..

i afraid..

phobia..

of facing this again..

hopefully you will be the one who can be by my side..

forever and ever..

like you used to be..

thanks for bearing with my bad temper..

thanks..







p/s: i know now..i will get weaker after almost collapsed..so sickkkkk now....*cough cough*

miss u.

finally updated my blog after two months..

been busy dating and working..thats why im so lazy to write something on this blog..

tonight,im here because i was waiting for someone..

but i think he is sleeping after calling me for few times but i never pick up his calls..

god damn..i miss him!!!!!

his daily calls are my alarm clock,energy for working,my lullaby..

cant really understand why he is so important to me..

i dont wanna miss anything of him..even a call,a message..

damnn...my boy..i am so in love with you day by day...

even after being together for 1 year plus...

but i am still so crazy in love with you..

i wish we could be like this forever..

forever and ever..and im your only one and one..









i love you.

谢谢你的爱。

因为吵架了，

因为我哭了，

因为你心痛了，

因为我们都爱了。。

谢谢你，那么疼爱我。。

不会再让你心疼了。。

不过说好的，

你答应了就要实行哦。。

谢谢你的爱。。

sweet like candy.

一声“宝贝”。

心里竟然笑起来了。

谢谢你。

我也许迷失了，

但有你在身旁，

多苦也会笑起来。

找回自己吧！！

加油加油！！

我。。

说真的，
我不快乐。
已经好像失去了快乐的细胞。
我迷惘。。
找不到方向。。
怎么办才好呢？

2011

happy new year!
been spending the new year eve with my boyfriend in genting..
nothing much special and actually i was bored that day..
seriously..
nothing special on this day..
im not that into those happening events now..
maybe it is a sign of aging...hahahaha
just like usually..
now im gonna review my 2010..
looking back what i've done..

Family:
my lovely grandpa passed away on november..
i was pretty upset but i finally get thru this..
rest in peace grandpa..i will miss you forever..
about my relation with my family..
i dont know but actually i think that im too sensitive sometimes..
i always fight with my parents but i know they love me..
i love them too..

2011: hope that everything goes smoothly in 2011.healthy and safely..



Love:
couldnt believe that..
we had been together for 1 year already...
mr. tay,i appreciate what had you done to me and thanks for understanding me..
sometimes i treated you so harsh but you still can stand with me..
thank you..
i love you..

2011: hopefully we can get thru all the obstacles between us..hope that our relationship long lasting..love you..


Work:
oh yea i worked for 10 months already..
well this is a job that i couldnt say much..
i learned..and im learning..
i work for money i could say..

2011: increase my salary please..perhaps i wont change my job in 2011..gotta gain enough experience first..


Study:
ACCA killed..and it kills..hahaha
i had my two paper on december..not so sure about the result..
what i know is..
if you really study hard and practice more,seriously ACCA is not tough..
thank to myself because im lazy..
but at least i know my target is ACCA and im gonna pass it!

2011: two papers on june 2011 and perhaps 1 paper on december..i must study hard!


Friendship:
im into a hardship on this..i learned truth from this..
nothing could really remain forever..
people changed..things changed..
friends are leaving..
people come and go..
i dont know..
im just tired with those words..
i couldnt deal with all the words that i could hardly think that they are true or not..
i always appreciate them i know..
but im just losing my trust and confidence on myself to be together with them..

2011: friendship forever!hapc5 i love u guys!


Health:
seems weaker..i tasted the aging now..
couldnt help but i just want to take good care of my health now..
had body check and i know the blood pressure and the heart rate are the one should i take care about..
should have more protein and exercise to increase my blood pressure and stabilize my heart rate..
perhaps i need to get back to yoga now..
and oh yea i think i gained weight after together with my boyfriend..
thanks to the suppers during weekend..

2011: healthy lifestyle..exercise..more healthy food,less oily food..no more supper..and yoga..and oh yea should ask my boyfriend teman me exercise d..muahahahaha


Others:
2011:
1) save 1XXXX in this year.
2) travel to bangkok..and hopefully hongkong or taiwan in this year end..
3) have a new spec..
4) cure my laziness..
5) be happy!
6) LOVE MYSELF MORE




HAPPY NEW YEAR 2011!
I LOVE MY LIFE!