complicated?

*sigh*


status:sleepy.

life.still da same.

lol.however im enjoying.
just sometimes feel like im alone.
why?
weird huh........
status: lack of love..*sigh*

brand new day.

24 august will be my brand new day.
to start diet
to start doing revision
to start take care of my health
hope i can reach my targets in next month.
ganbatte kudasai!!!

btw recently got called from friends which i might think that they might delete me from their memories.
somehow i am wrong.
they contact me..haha
the most weird is a friend.never contact me for 8 months.
but then i got his call yesterday.
really surprised me = ="
okay never care about them.
i am just happy because they still remember me.after for so damn long long time.
haha.
okay gotta sleep now.
for my skin and body.
tomorrow 8am class *sigh*
oyasumi ^^

남자를 믿지마

一次又一次，
看到太多的故事。
一切都是伤害。
我越来越害怕。
害怕它的存在。
为什么，
爱情一次又一次，
伤害我身边的人，
一个教训，
남자를 믿지마。
见过太多次了，
不再相信了。。

colour.

finally i got a new hair colour.
LOVE IT.
btw i realised i love bright colours.LOL
typical girl.always change her favourite.haha

Meteor

12 august got meteor!!!
okay i found out this news.
so ajak all jimuis not to miss the chance to catch a glimpse of meteor.
we went to hulu langat.
but when on the way it started to rain.T_T
seriously worried.
and we reached there and planned to have our dinner in gasoline.
but then there is no seat for us.
all full.
why?
OMG i saw a proposal.
so sweet man..
it was the 1st time i saw a proposal.
the guy really proposed to the gal.
i think the gal was the luckiest gal in that blissful moment.
hope they can be together forever.=p
and then we went to the restaurant,placed upstair of gasoline.
ate western foods and not bad..
we talked a lot since i had a long time never see moi moi.
i miss her.haha
around 11,started to rain.
so,no more meteor.
SAD.
we went back home with disappointed face T_T
on the way we were blocked by jpj.
they thought we were drunk.haha
but luckily nothing happened.
sigh.i guess that night was not a lucky night..
hope i can see again soon.haiz..


two of them?apasal tengok apa?LOL

me and moi moi..damn seriously my eye packs are scary T_T

fish n jojo with ^O^ expression,LOL


foods~

dream.

i want a hot body.
i want a pretty face.
i want a smart brain.
i want a good career.
i want a handsome bf.
i want a LV handbag.
i want a luxury trip.
i want a nice holiday.
LOL.
BUT they are just my dreams.
DREAMS.
gotta get back to reality.
work harder to get a good career.
then i can buy those lovely bags and heels.OMG i really love them.
hardworking on workout and skincare.
then can get a hot body and face.
HAHA

SO,i gotta work harder to get what i want.
i believe there are many obstacles to reach my targets.
somehow,just get thru it and i can get what i wanted,SO MUCHIEEEEEE.
handbags and heels.here i come.
well im just a typical girl XD.

ｈａｗｔｔｔｔ

i hate myself when im doing this again.
binge eating disorder?
i always do this when im stressed.
and i feel that im scary.
and other ppl who saw my condition before.
they think that im crazy..
but i cant control myself.
when im stressed,i will feel suck.
will keep eating,will feel nervous,will feel uncomfortable,cant concentrate on my things,feel like wanna shout,feel like wanna cry..my feeling is in extremely mode.
i know i shouldnt be like this.
but i cant help from doing this.
and i feel damn sad,down,and feel that im loser after doing so.
those ppl who know me.
they know i care about my appearance.
lacks of confidence.
im not hot.
im not slim.
im not pretty.
thats why i always control my eating,do some exercise.
thats the only way i can put myself in more comfortable way..
but who knows my condition?
sigh..
ok from next monday
im gonna control my calories intake,and try my best to exercise when im free.
no fast food,no sweet stuffs,no unhealthy snacks.
try my best to sleep more.and i should take good care of my skin.
i know i didnt treat it well.
clubbing,alcohol,supper,3-4hours sleep per day,unhealthy foods..
*sigh*
ｂｙｅ　ｂｙｅ．
ｉ　ｗａｎｎａ　ｇｅｔ　ｂａｃｋ　ｔｈｅ　ｈｏｔｔｅｓｔ　ｍｅ．ＬＯＬ

so LonGGggg

aHemm..
i know it had been so long i never blog.
haha..
i was lazy.so lazy.
been busy on clubbing..
become ZOUKer already..
haha.and im gonna stop from this week.
gonna miss Zouk for a month i guess..
will be back on 25sept.my big day.
so 'lucky' my last paper will be on that day.*sigH*
ahhhhh
and..
been busy with study.mid-term exams.
well..failed BA and im gonna make good tomorrow..OMFG!!
im stressed!!
hope i can pass this time..
bless me =D
and and and..
after this week..
im gonna concentrate on my study..
no kidding..LOL
final will be held on september..
fucking tough weiii..
andddd.
im gonna diet again..
been gaining weight for this two months..
sad..
i shouldnt eat when im stressed.
i shouldnt eat when im hanging out with my friends.
i shouldnt eat after clubbing.
imagine..club once every week..
after clubbing,sure supper..sigh
i should get back to yoga session for myself..
and cut down calories intake..
haha..
recently found out my hair is getting longer..
but im lazy to manage it..sigh..
gonna fix it in september.
i want a new hair colour?!
LOL
haha..a lot of things to do..
study study..
movie movie..
lol recently always go for movie marathon on thursday night.
one night two movies.
so enjoyed.XD
haiz..
and i wanna save my money..
wanna go for tripppppppppp♥
wanna go for shoppingggggg♥
i miss the moment shopping without care how much i spent..
LOL
whaaaa seems like i wanted so much for my august and september..
hahaha
once again.
♥I LOVE MY BUSY LIFE♥