thanks.

we talked.
we discussed.
we solved.
thanks my boy <3

confused,insecured.

you are always my priority,but am i your priority?
i spend my time missing you so much..
i had been sinking myself too deep..
will i get drown?
i just need something to assure..
what i give is worth it..
its all about give and take..
somehow,
i always stuck in the confusion..
asking myself..
am i too greedy for wanting you too much?
im afraid of losing you..
im afraid of losing my heart..
im afraid of heart-broken..
thats why it makes me feel like run away..
but i cant leave everytime i think about you..
because you are the one who attracts me so much..
you are the only one that i can fill in my heart..

rainbow.

Rainbow ~ 22/5/2009

Lucky to catch a glimpse of rainbow after more than 8 years..
i was so excited that time as my boy was fetching me to hulu langat for dinner..
rainbow rainbowwwwww...dear dear...



my boy.. heart him so muchhh

audit.

today is my first time doing audit in client's company.
went to puchong this morning...
did audit there..
well its kinda interesting..
at least no need to stuck inside the office..
im bored with the accounting stuffs..
sighh..
am fucking tired this few weeks..
OT OT OT..
rushing accounts and audit..
sighhh
thats life isnt it?
we got to pay for what we gain..
i always believe,
life is about give and take =D
gotta enjoy it hehe...

stickwitu ♥ ♥ ♥

my boy,u know what is the happiest moment for me?
its not about spending money, go out shopping or what..
im just happy when you are just beside me..
even talking, just sitting there,
or when you're holding my hand..
because in the moment, i know that you are not forgetting me..
a lil move..
just like when we walk,
you just walk and lend your hand...
then i lend my hand...
u will hold my hand...
a simple move that could make me feel sweet..
my boy,
you dont know how much you meant to me..
you are the best boyfriend i ever had.
its not about how long we met,
its the way we go thru our relationship..
sometimes i am quiet,
because i enjoy listening to you..
sometimes i am jealous,
because i couldnt stand my best boy being admired by others..
sometimes i am talkative,
because i want to share my everything with you..
i like you calling me dear dear,
i like you sending message telling me good morning..
i like you kissing me thru the phone..
i like you to hear me talking in the phone even you are tired..
i like you to share your favourite things with me..
my boy,
i dont know how long we can go..
but i know if we cherish this relationship,
then we can walk along together as long as we could..
thanks for having you.
thanks for sharing your moment with me.
M ♥ D

waiting.

i am a person who can wait for many things,can wait for many ppls..
i do admit that i got enough patience to wait..
i wonder how long i spent on waiting..
waiting for ppl,waiting for something..
waiting and waiting..
the expectation to see is getting lower as the longer im waiting..
sighhhh
cant describe the feeling..
why im not the person who let ppl waiting but im always the person to wait..

friday.

finally its friday again.
been working for ot for whole week d.
sighh..whatever..
because its friday!!!and oh yea almost finish my onhand job..
hopefully next week dont ot till 9 la..
really tired especially facing the numbers for hours.
damnnnnn annoying if there are lotsa outstanding information and documents..

btw today finally its around 7.45pm.
my dad cant get to fetch me home today..
thought of lepak with my friends but cant make it..
but lovely..
went for dinner in a&w.
and then fetched me back..
thanks a lot..
because im not in the mood today..

you and me.

our song.
thanks for having you,my boy.

new post =D

well never been here for fucking damn long..
because im so so so busy..
ahahahaha busy working,busy dating,busy resting.
just to update...
got a job in a management & accounting firm.
its new for me but i kinda enjoy the learning process..
been doing audit,tax,and accounts..
now my life style is so healthy..lol
gotta be happy because im not like the old me anymore..
been sleeping late and too many night life..
sighh..

and oh yea.
got a D.
my oh my D..
glad that he is mine.
appreciate everything and i hope everything will last long =D

sighhhhhh
wanted to meet many friends.
they asked me to hang out for many times.
but i always ffk them..
sorry for that because i knew the feeling of being ffk.
because recently been busy on work..
my weekend left for my D,my family,and sometimes my jimui..
they are always my priority..
wish i could make it one day..

and oh yea..
made up my mind.
i decided to take two papers on this december..
gotta work harder now..
i know i am not a person who can stay calm and peace on my recent position.
i gotta achieve the higher 1..
i knew i was too lazy and had been slacking too much
AND my weakness is LAZINESS!!
screw it!!!
but i really need a strong determination for this..
OMG my study+working life gonna come soon.
bless me!!!

its 11.22pm now..and im waiting for someone call..
wondering is he sleeping now?
sighhh ciao..