考试

我讨厌考试！！
好啦。谁喜欢。。
可是这一次。。
我的生日。就在考试期间。。
多谢college的'关照'。
超级emo T_T
人家二十一岁生日。
就酱子跟书本一起度过了。。
可怜。。
24/9 晚上。。
很孤单的。
结果问了莫莫要不要一起吃晚餐。
然后就到了station1咯。
结果moimoi打了电话过来。
说太无聊。
结果来join我们俩了。。
然后就聊阿聊。。
因为很久没见到了。。
好啦。才一个星期。。
哈哈。
没办法嘛。以前每天，不然就三天两头就见面。。
说真的。。
我们真的很厉害。
嘴巴有本事真的不会停。。
哈哈
然后就到了12点。
第一封msg,
竟然是我的爹地的。
写了: *happy birthday to u* my good girl.
当时好感动。。
哈哈。。
爸，你女儿21岁了。。
我会好好照顾自己。
为自己所做的事情负责。
不需要您为我操心了。。
呵呵。我爱您。。
然后呢。
莫莫和moimoi,
递上了一张纸。
上面写了祝福的话。
虽然是一张纸。。
可是还是要谢谢你们。。
谢谢你们陪我。。
谢谢你们的祝福。。
然后呢。
陆陆续续收到了很多朋友的msg。。
谢谢你们啦。。
我爱你们。。
呵呵。。
然后一点多
回到宿舍。。
继续加油读书。
5点多想说睡一下。。
结果电话不停的响。。
朋友们的msg。哈哈
结果干脆起来了。。
没什么睡到。。
虽然很累。。
可是还是很开心。。
然后呢。
傍晚美康说要找我。。
然后呢结果送了两粒月饼给我。。
谢谢你哦。。
每年我的生日蛋糕就是月饼拉。
因为农历生日是八月十五-中秋节。。哈哈
然后呢。静仪小姐的男朋友。。
来宿舍借课本。
然后给了我静仪送我的礼物，
还说了它的含义哦。。
谢啦我很喜欢。。
然后继续加油读书。。
等待26号考完试的到来。。
哈哈哈哈哈。


（to be continued in next post-26/9)

文字沟通白痴

原来我是一个文字沟通白痴
自我反省中。。
T_T
昨晚，我的白痴让jojo和jenny傻眼，想撞墙。
才发现原来。
我一直以来，为什么失败，就是因为我的沟通能力。
因为我把所有一切都看得太认真。
不想理会的，我会很直接冷淡的回答，不然就ignore.
想理会的，我会不知所措的。不知道怎样回答。
原本快乐的气氛，被我搞得冷僵。。
结果，让人觉得我不想理他们，或者lanC,不然就是cool.
我汗。。
我才发现原来是这样。
说真的，实在不喜欢通过什么sms,msn,文字中来聊天沟通。
我喜欢直接通过对话来沟通。
尤其是喜欢看着人的眼睛来说话。
就好像jenny说的。
我不会通过文字中sweet talk.
所以我一直以来，都不喜欢跟男生玩什么sms谈情。
因为我也没那个心情来跟你flirt.
说我lanC,cool什么的。
只能怪你们遇到了一个奇怪的女生。
不过我还是得自我反省啦。。
不然面对喜欢的男生，
应该都会被我冷冷的吓走了吧。
哈哈。。
好啦。
读书去。。

p/s:想念中。。。

nightmare.

im just stuck at here.
helpless and breathless.
i know.
im just fucking shit.
wtf i wanna cry out loud.
but it is just stucked in my lung.
now my pride is fighting inside my body.
im just a piece of dead flesh.
uncontrollable..

Last Night.

[Diddy:]
Last night.
I couldn't even get an answer.
I tried to call but my pride wouldn't let me dial.
And I'm sitting here with this blank expression.
And the way I feel, I wanna curl up like a child.

I know you can hear me.
I know you can feel me.
I can't live without you.
God, please make me betta.
I wish I wasn't the way I am.

[Keyshia Cole:]
If I told you once, I told you twice.
You can see it in my eyes.
I'm all cried out with nothing to say.
You're everything I wanted to be.
If you could only see your hearts belongs to me.
I love you so much.
I'm yearning for your touch.
Come and set me free.
Forever yours I'll be.
Baby, won't you come and take this pain away.

[Diddy:]
Last night.
I couldn't even get an answer. (You said you couldn't get an answer baby)
I tried to call but my pride wouldn't let me dial. (But that should never stop you)
And I'm sitting here with this blank expression. (Sitting there, I can't reach your mind baby)
And the way I feel, I wanna curl up like a child. (The way I feel, a baby)

[Keyshia Cole:]
I need you and you need me.
This is so plain to see.
And I would never let you go.
And I will always love you so.
I will...

If you could only see your hearts belongs to me.
I love you so much.
I'm yearning for your touch.
Come and set me free.
Forever yours I'll be.
Baby, won't you come and take this pain away.

[Diddy:]
Last night. (Oh, last night)
I couldn't even get an answer. (Baby why you wanna do me, yeah)
I tried to call but my pride wouldn't let me dial. (Why won't you just call me baby oh?)
And I'm sitting here with this blank expression. (Don't sit there baby, no, no, no)
And the way I feel, I wanna curl up like a child. ( Alright, I'm so alone; I'm so lonely, baby)

[Bridge:]
Tell me the words to say,
To make you come back,
And work me like that.
And if it matters I'll rather stay home,
With you I'm never alone.
Don't want to wait till you're gone,
Let me be, just don't leave me.

[Diddy:]
Last night. (Yeah)
I couldn't even get an answer. (Couldn't get an answer baby, oh)
I tried to call but my pride wouldn't let me dial. (Call me baby, why couldn't you just dial
me baby, baby, baby, baby, baby, baby)
And I'm sitting here with this blank expression. (Don't sit there, no)
And the way I feel, I wanna curl up like a child. (Alright, I'm so alone, I'm so lonely baby)

[Keyshia Cole:]
I need you and you need me. (Need you, I need you)
This is so plain to see.
And I would never let you go.
And I will always love you so.
I will...

If you could only see your hearts belongs to me. (Only see)
I love you so much. (So, so)
I'm yearning for your touch.
Come and set me free.
Forever yours I'll be.
Baby, won't you come and take my pain away. (Hey)

[Diddy:]
Last night.
I couldn't even get an answer. (I couldn't catch you baby, no)
I tried to call but my pride wouldn't let me dial. (Call me baby, why couldn't you just dial
me baby, baby, baby, baby, baby, baby)
And I'm sitting here with this blank expression. (Don't sit there, no)
And the way I feel, I wanna curl up like a child. (Alright, I'm so alone; I'm so lonely, baby)

[Keyshia Cole:]
Why don't you pick up the phone and dial up my number?
And call me my baby.
I'm waiting on you.
Why don't you pick up the phone and dial up my number?
Just call me up baby.
I'm waiting on you.