心。怎么啦？

最近课业上。。觉得好累好累。
终于觉得acca不是开玩笑的难了。。
每天上课，就好像把一大堆的东西往脑袋塞。。
很累。。
连续很多天，
我都不能真正躺在床上等着睡着。
最近都是那种读书还是做tutorial到一半，
睡着的，然后早上惊吓而醒的。
真的很累。
最近妈咪和妹都说我睡觉会有一种很深的呼吸声，因为太累了。
我想现在我的睡眠是那种一躺下就睡死的那种。。
我很想解除压力。。
心真的很累。。
我要快乐。。
所以我爱club就是这样。
不需要想，只要玩，跳舞就好了。
什么恋爱还是什么的。
我没时间。
单身目前对我来说是最好的。
不用烦。
毕竟我知道我还是很爱玩。
可能也许心也倦了。
我要的我得不到。我不要的却很烦人。
也许我很自私。
我想被人疼，却不想要束缚。
简单来说，
我不要男友。
只要情人就好了。
随便吧。。
没有爱情，友情还是最重要。
没有了我亲爱的朋友们。
我想我的快乐也许就不存在了。
所以，我爱他们。也珍惜我们之间的友谊。。
现在每个星期，爸妈都会来看我和妹。
然后会带东西来给我们吃。
很开心因为很想念妈妈煮的东西。。
我很爱我的家人。
可是最近觉得之间越来越少说话了。
因为最近我觉得我的东西还是保留给自己就好了。
虽然这样，
爸爸妈妈，
我还是一样爱你们。

11/6/2009

11/6/2009 thursday night.
went to club again.
actually plan to go poppy.
but no mood to go there lerr.
so change to zouk.
open 1 bottle of black label lor.
3gals n 1guy only ma.
we always never drink a lot 1.
i always said.
i wont get drunk.for sure
because i wont let myself drink so much.
but.
shit.accident happened.
actually that night i was having sore throat.
after dancing for a while.
i went back to my table to get some drink..
no more mixer..
so,i just drink the pure black label.
and how many glasses i already forgot.
and..
i drunk.
= ="
ermm i know i did something stupid..
just forget about it.
dont wanna recall it anymore.aiks.
and thanks for my dear jenny and chris la.
babysit me.
actually when im drunk i still know what happened.
luckily.if not..haiz..
luckily i told jenny and chris to look at me.
thanks my buddies.LOL
somehow i knew a friend from sg.
ermm cute guy.haha
ok whatever..
in conclusion,drunk is so damn scary.
i wont let myself to drunk anymore..
effect of drunk=headache,sick,feel like wanna vomit,hangover,losing a part of memory LOL
so no more DRUNK ahahhahaa~

mei yee's 21st bday

i became zouk kaki already.LOL
i love those clubs with dance floor.
last time i used to love MOS and poppy
but nowadays
MOS-many non-chinese.ahemm malaysia is like that one lar.haiz
poppy-kiddos.LOL
zouk is my new favourite.
somehow it might going to change soon.
hope it wont.
if not i will be losing another nice place to club.haiz


6/6/2009
we went to zouk for meiyee's 21st bday celebration.
meiyee 1st time club ehhhhh..
so happy lor.
haha.
but that night was like wtf.
damn packed.
1st time feel so annoyed dancing in dance floor in phuture.
but its ok la.
at least 6 gals.finally we can dance together laaaaa
hahahaha.
piccchaaa:


yu n me LOL

cheers

yea.galsss

hapc5

gals reunion!

please dont stop the music.LOL

recently i always club twice a week.
well.
its not tiring.
relax,drink,dance,having fun with friends.
so happy.
people always think that
those gals who love clubbing=no study,bad gal bla bla bla.
wtf.
dont judge people k?
its people's freedom to do so.
and somehow.
i love clubs because i kinda enjoyed dancing,playing with friends..
and i knew a lot of new friends..
i love having new friends XD
i admit im addicted to it.
but i know i still have to concentrate on my study.
study means study,club means club.
no need to think so much.
a friend asked.
what made you made youself so busy.
haha.
maybe im trying to escape from thinking something.
whatever.
dont wanna bother about it.
all i want is fully utilise my time,my energy.
we should enjoy every moment in life rite?

更新

好久没更新了。。
最近好忙好忙。。
许多事情发生。。
看清了很多事情。。
想法也在改变。。
现在开学了。。
压力很大。。
要努力了。。
final year了。。
不过。。
还是一句。
书照读，舞照跳，日子照过，快乐就好！！！
fully utilise my energy and time.
but im happy and enjoying it so much.
life is fun isnt it?LOL